I waited by the phone, patiently. God knows what went through my mind at that moment. Feeling lethargic, sick and uneasy, I knew I had to go through this challenging moments of my life - a phone interview by the company I dreamt all my life. The moment of truth came and gone.

The minute I hung up the phone, I knew I could have done better. I knew instantly, I failed flat on the floor. My answers were not at all up to my expectation. I knew I made a blunder. I spoke too fast, I swallowed my words and most of all I said without thinking.To make matters worst, my nervousness and my fever did not subsided. I kept thinking of the days spent reading and studying was thrown out the drain in a blink of an eye. Realising how I took things for granted.

To be honest, I have never spent so much time on this dream company which I fantasized year after year. I had high hopes and dreams to brand myself sky high just as how this dream company has established itself. But after days of post mortem, I become to realised I was not ready to mark myself as high as it is.

I could hear my little heart telling me, we all learned from our mistakes. Take this as a challenge and learn from it. Come to think of it, I am very blessed to realise what was my real weaknesses. And it’s high time I acknowledged it, rather than hide it .I need to be bold and confident to turn it into a strength and work on it diligently.

Deep down inside, I know I would still be able to reach for the stars. And I will do whatever to get me there. Give it time and space, I will be back to claim what I deserve. I will not give up and will be back confidently with a vengeance!