I never really gave it much thought if I would ever be immobilized. I thought about it deeply in the last one week, thinking how would my darling daughter and precious hubby go on with their lives without me. I am still thinking how would I go on with my life
This is my story of being thankful to Him for showing me that life is about patience and perseverance.
It was one week flash back when I had a small mishap. I had fallen and slipped down from my grandmother in law's wet toilet. The floor was soo slippery that i didn't managed to get a grip of myself. It happened so fast that I was still in the dazed when it happened.
I'm current recuperating from the fall. Bedridden for an entire weekend, which was agony. I couldn't continue with my training to half marathon. I felt old and lethargic and most of all, I felt useless of myself.
I guess this is how they all thought about themselves. Those patients who are threatened by death must feel even worst of. And at this moment, I could feel the torment and shine away from
family and friends..
Alhamdulillah, my legs
are getting better. I can walk without limping but it does hurt sometimes. But what made me think hard is the qadar and qadar..